Back at home...
Well, I'm now back in my comfort of my own space! I don't have to worry about others checking on me. It's now my space and my own laptop! I don't have to worry about others knowing what I do when I read other "Brokeback" blogs!I must say for the last 3 weeks, the fact that I can't keep up with my fellow bloggers and my dosage of harmless gay porn, I have done pretty well. No serious withdrawal symptoms! hey...I survived! However, I'm now more aware of my surroundings and I tend to check the guys more often than the girls nowadays. I tend to notice the subtleties of the guys, their apperances, and their physical stature. How they carry themselves and how they look after their bodies. Hmmm...... Not that I don't do in the past but I use to deny these feelings but now I kind of accept that I'm some what attracted to good looking bodies..and guys. At the end of the day, I'm still a closeted staight gay guy.....
Whenever I travel. the stewards and the stewardess have been pretty presentable and good looking but this time it has been pretty average. In fact below average...so rather than gawking at them, I have decided to concentrate on the views outside the cabin!
Why do I always travel with uninteresting fellow travellers! They are all physically challenged and uninspiring unless you are attracted to power and money.
So where do I meet my fellow future partners.....? I'm running of options now....sigh
posted by Maximus Leo @ 11:55 PM
4 Comments:
Glad your back...now we just got to get you out of the closet.
I know exactly what you mean about running out of options. Just wish, I knew where to find a good partner.
Rick - that's going to be a challenge mate! :-) As long it is within the confinement of my apartment...that's cool.
Charles - thanks for stopping by. I've just been reading your blog just now and I know how it feels as well. But being single doesn't mean that one is lonely. I'll find sometime this weekend to continue reading your blog.
Where do you find your mate? Hmmm..it's gonna be slightly a challenge for people with this unique inclination. It's doubly hard. No pun intended! But, there are lots of channels and outlets where you might find a potential partner. Or spouse. And NO, I DEFINITELY dont mean the saunas....!!! If they can be there, do you think they will make good partners? Of coz, no discrimination intended, but I seriously think someone who seeks out casual fun there won't be a suitable suitor. Where then? Think, and you shall see. Ok, enough of sounding like a bible.
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